whatever you say, wherever you go, i live for you

well, no one reads this, so ill stop posting because i have a diary i actually write in, which makes this relativly pointless. anyways, i just like reading annies and joys and chelseas and deannas anyways. especially annies because she has pictures. so does deanna. way to go, guys. \\\

anyways. sinonara.

well, im not dating him anymore. for right now. its complicated. and im sad. but its a good thing overall. God thinks so to. maybe later we can get back together, but for right now we're gonna be best friends. no drama, nothing sketchy happened. and no, i dont want to talk about it.

i wish i could be real.

im off to utah to survive in the wilderness and hike around for the next ten days; just thought i would tell everyone goodbye.


sooooo.... bye!


BUT, just in case i get eaten by a coyote or trip and fall down the canyon or some other tragic and adventurous death, i want you to know it was absolutly wonderful to know you all and ill wait around in heaven to see you all :)

just in case, though,

Rj gets my guitar even if he already has like 5
wes gets my laptop because even if mines not as nice as his it breaks less and all the pictures of us
matty gets all my pictures and scrapbooks and things
annie gets all my jewelry minus family heirloomy kinda things, and my movie ticket collection: i dont know if she actually wants it but i dont want to just throw it away so someones gotta take it
d goodwin gets all my books
jeff gets my cds music etc

anything else goes to charity

oh, and burn my diaries

and tell my spanish teacher i thought he was a nice guy even if i complained about spanish a lot

and email all the girls in poland i stayed in contact with so that they dont think i randomly started hating them

but im pretty sure Gods got big plans for me and im not gonna go die


so in all reality ill be back on lj in like ten days with lots of sweet pictures of rocks and canyons and sunsets and things.



love you!

well, i wish it was two years from now.



although today was a very nice day, actually.





despite the fact im a moron and lost my keys for like 3 hours.






i love my boyfriend. and my dad. best weekend EVER.



and to think its only saturday.

my spanish teacher should go to germany and give me fridays off more often. :)

so, I came into the lobby to study for spanish by the fire, and there was this couple id never seen before sitting and talking on the couch. i briefly thought of not bugging them and going somewhere else, but they wern't being all cuddly and i really, really like that fire. anyways, turns out they're really nice and we talked for like five minutes and then they started pretend arguing and teasing each other and being really really really cute and its weird cause the girl looks like me kinda and the guy was talking about getting all bfs and joking around and hes so sweet to her and its JUST like me and wes and i dont get to see him till the 25th and i miss him a ton and hes so amazing and Gods so great to put him in my life except i hardly get to see him sometimes and now im all lonley and i just had to vent.

ok.

back to spanish.


the end.

today in geography we had to go look at where all the clothes in our closets come from. Turns out i have the fruitful labor of TWENTY SIX different countries in my closet, including Brunei Darussalam, which is HERE:

So much for thinking everything is made in china. 

I also learned that there are 6.7 billion people in the world, 80% of them live in the third world, 50% have never made a phone call, and 17 of the worlds 20 largest cities are in developing countries. and YET, companies are spending over TWO MILLION dollars for a 30 second superbowl ad while the rest of the world is starving. WHAT THE HECK, PEOPLE!?

ANNNNDDD.... Canada, not ANY country in the middle east, is the USA's largest supplier of petroleum.


anyways. for a long time i wanted to be a teacher in an inner city becausei love kids, want to change the world (or, you know, part of it) and want to travel. the game plan was be a teacher and work for international relief agencies in the summer. but i just found out about this program where i could major in international development, minor in urban studies, then get an internship with the international organization for social justice and teach adults how to read around the world while also working to improve the basic quality of life of local villages. thats helping people AND kids AND traveling


lots to think about


i want to do everything, and thats a problem


cause i dont know entirely what God wants

so im working on it.

big news, people. I dyed my hair dark brown at the beginning of break- since then its faded slightly BUT the point is its been a little over a month and i have NO ROOTS. do you know what this MEANS?! This means that I, danielle nicole sheffield, have quite possibly finally discovered my natural haircolor, something thats been a mystery for the past 10 years of my life. incredible. anyways, i was excited.


but im even more excited for this weekend. :)



a bajillion friends from home AT CALVIN!? does it get any better then that?


probally not.


oh wait.


my boyfriends coming to.


it just got better. :p


whats that? Donald Miller is speaking? and David Crowder is playing? and theres ice skating for only a dollar? whoa buddy, we better slow down. :p

hey y'all. sooooooooo

i dont really have all that much to say- just feel like re entering the lj world, i guess.
news of 07:

love all yall from home. super excited for next weekend :D
im getting a job today, possibly at the macaroni grill. oh man, back to the restaurant biz. :p
 I have the most wonderful boyfriend in the whole world. God is so good.
Calvin is AMAZING: im actually learning stuff. intereim is fantastic, to- latley ive been coasting in my faith and this class is helping turn it around- 
    go figure.
Gods great, really. so blessed.
seeing my brother in colorado was REAL neato.
i might, i repeat, MAYBE get to be in a band next semester. if i can learn to transition the whole 8 chords i know on guitar to each other without screwing up, that is. :p too bad the guys have already had two other bands together, and vince has a record deal in arizona. ha ill make the band awful, basically. but its all a joke anyways so who cares right? id get to hang out with cool kids, end story. :p




what a pointless entry.



oh, and ive given up on new years resolutions. too much of a trap to be hypocritical. I figure ill just not make the same mistakes this year as i did last year. :p

k.

peace out.

hope everyone is well

really.

xxoxo



p.s.- its 12 24 and no one on my floor is awake yet.



we are such bums.


and now i dont have anyway to waste time anymore, besides continuing to talk to you lovley people.


nope. not gonna do it. .